Just wanna have fun…

Something very pequliar has been happening with girls to me recently: They want to be around me. Now this wouldn’t be strange at all because I have always had great friendships and a couple of dating relationships (though none recently at all) with girls. This however has been the pequliar part about it: I actually want to spend time with them as well. That may sound really plain and easy, but it’s much more than that. For the past 4 years I haven’t had a significant relationship with a girl, and the reason why I believe that is mostly that I hadn’t met any great girls. I’ve met some nice girls, some cute girls, some girls to stay the hell away from, but really very few great girls. And that is good in one sense that I haven’t wasted my time on girls that I really knew wouldn’t work out, but is also discouraging since I haven’t met someone that I could really see myself being with. And vise versa. But all of this comes down to trust and I have to trust God first and foremost. Everything else will come from that. So all of these girls coming my way, I’m happy to see it, but I’ll be happier when I find a beautiful woman who loves God and loves me. So I’m waiting for that. We’ll see when that actually happens.