My disapointments

Master list of disappontments: - My lack of career, not being anywhere close to where I want to be with music - My lack of a girlfriend. I can’t believe it’s been 4 years since Shannon - The fact that I still do stupid shit. (Like break cameras) - My lack of growth spiritually. (I know that people think I’m godly, but I am acutly aware of my amazing shortcomings as a person.) - My lack of time to do the things that I love, namely music - The fact that I am on the verge of financial ruin and I don’t know what to do - Because I’m beginning to doubt if God is really going to use me in a big way for his Kingdom. - Because I feel physically, emotionally, spiritually and financially drained and I either won’t or feel like I can’t accept help for it