Secrets, secrets are no fun

It’s a really odd place to be where you have to keep something in and concel it from people you care about, and people you do life with. It’s actually quite difficult and stressful. It’s really interesting how I have a couple of things that are secret, one of which is professional and one of which that is really personal. It’s so frustrating. I’m so anxious, but I know that it’s good for the long run. I just have to know what’s the best thing to do and to just follow throught with it. And I also need to know how to let God sustain me and to be enough for me. I think that is the lesson. It isn’t like there aren’t people that know these things, and the people that know are trusted friends who are helping me get through all this. But God is enough for this situation and any other one that I am going through. God isn’t caught offguard by this. God will sustain me (us) through all of this. The ache in my heart is a wound that needs to be healed by God and God alone. Right now, I just have to wait and trust He will heal me with His great love and mercy.